Sitting down to write, I've forgotten how much pressure it is to create for a public website. Here, as opposed to the more private writing I've been doing lately, I feel the need to live in a certain niche.

I'm not me, not the whole me, but instead reduced to little pieces of me that I feel comfortable enough to expose here and there.

And, try as I might, I can't seem to break through the self doubting wall that I've created in my time away.

My goal is to write more, about anything, and hopefully chip away at the brick-and-mortar bit by bit until the full picture appears in from of my face. I know it will be just as beautiful as I've always imagined.